Tonight

I sigh,
as I stare off into the night sky.
I try,
to clear my head of doubts and unanswered why's.

I'm full.
Filled with emotions fighting to be free.
I feel the pull
of secret desires that overwhelm me.

I fight!
This is not the right place or time!
My might,
fails me. It's not worth a dime.

I stumble.
Pondering how easy it is to give in
About to crumble.
"Why not? God forgives sin!!"

Grrrrrowllll!
Senses heightened for quick response
I could howwwlll
"Touch me! Touch me just once!"

"This makes no sense!"
I'm surprised by my transformation.
Muscles tense.
"Don't rescue me from this situation!"

What a mess!
How do I externalise the blame?
I digress.
Sex is the name of the game!