Today one of the simple pleasures in my life, walking in the rain, was ruined by my unwillingness to calm down and not let little stupid stuff ruffle my feathers. I was having a pretty alright day. Got some nice food from Tsang's for lunch and got some chores done. But there was something on my mind that just wouldn't quit because I hadn't figured out how I was going to deal with it as yet. I had options but didn't want to exercise those available to me as yet. Wanted fool-proof method, which incidentally I still haven't figured out.
Then I allowed another situation to creep in and ruffle me while I was distracted by the first problem. Having been broad-sided in that manner, I was now fair game to anything that came along and as if word was sent out, in came the swarm. By the time I got to my walk in the rain I wasn't feeling the cool freshness on my skin, I was just getting wet. I wasn't witnessing one of the marvels God has created on this earth I was just wetting up clothes and would now have to find another shirt.... hell yes I was wearing the same pants.
So now I'm pissed and I haven't solved any of my problems and my clothes are wet and there isn't a damn thing anyone can do at this moment that won't piss me off further. Worse yet I came on-line to send a friggin e-mail and ended up here.
This evening at 7pm I have the following:
1. Melissa's play
2. Miniature golf with a grp member returning to Barbados
3. Get together with class ( free food)
4. One of those herbal supplement meetings I inadvertently agreed to attend
My behind really just wants to stay home. It helps that I am wallowing in the quagmire of poverty. It feels like treacle. If any of those I'd do the Melissa thing cause she is a pannist and that's just the way Bashment does.
Well now I'm listening to Classical music and it's true.... music does soothe the savage beast. So instead of an interesting blog today, you are treated to a rant and rave of a madman who wonders why ppl think he is arrogant.
Selah!
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