Monday, April 04, 2005

D-Day!

Well today is D-Day. First MCQ paper at 9 am. 100 questions in 2 hrs. I'm a bit anxious. But what bothers me more is because it suggests that my faith in God to carry me through is wavering. I've gone through exams without much concern in the past. I just went in and did what I had to do. Back then I never really took into consideration the help of my Lord. Now that I am depending on Him I seem to waver.

Why should I fear? It is logical that if I can't do it on my own that I should be confident in whatever help I get. Better yet, help from the Almighty! Nothing can beat that, not even the answers before. Is it that I fear that He will find me wanting and refuse to help? Or perhaps I fear that I haven't done enough and He will not let me get away with it. It doesn't help that there is so much to cover that we have to pick and choose what we trully are proficient in and scan through the rest. The balance is the difficult thing to maintain.

Well I am encouraged by the prayers of many for me and by my own prayers. I am encouraged that He is a God of Love, Mercy, Compassion (all leading to the same thing aren't they).

Thank you Lord for answering prayers.

That includes for West Indies cricket. I waiting till the end of the test to make my comments; in light of the availability of some of the gang of 7 for Saturday's test.


The pope's funeral is Friday 10am Rome time. More comments on that later as well.
Time line of pope's life.

Bashment

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